Nachos or Popcorn

The probably-too-personal diary of Avery Edison.

Tuesday the 7th of July, 2009

One of the interesting things about taking hormones is that it changes your brain, in little (but noticeable) ways. There’s an episode of This American Life that features a trans-man called Griffin Hansbury, who details the changes he went through when he began taking testosterone. In addition to developing the libido of a teenager, he also found himself having a better understanding of math and physics. It sounds sexist, because it is, a little bit. But there are bits of the brain that respond to certain hormones, and apparently “T” makes you better at trig.

I’ve found myself, after taking estrogen for a while now, to be better at arts and crafts than I was before. Now, granted, the pig pictured isn’t amazing, but it’s far more impressive than anything I would have been able to make before I got the magic little pills. And I can draw a little bit now, too. I’m starting to understand shadow and perspective. It’s a little bit weird.

And super-awesome, obviously. I mean, if you enjoy confirming already rampant sexist stereotypes and hetero-normative paradigms, which I apparently do.